The best part of new year’s eve is seeing neighbors we barely see in the cold of winter. This year the star of the party was the host family’s new spaniel puppy, Ollie. So cute! The worst part of beginning 2016 was going through yet another miscarriage on January 4th. Although we are super happy with 4 children and know that is the right number for us, we were surprised by another pregnancy and wondered if maybe our son was going to get the brother he was asking for but the idea of raising 5 children was simply overwhelming for me. So when I began to bleed I felt relief. Yet as I lay in bed with heavy cramping and bleeding I suddenly was saddened beyond belief. I think much of it is the memory of the other miscarriages I had. The first was a complete surprise — I had so much hope attached to a 10/5/2005 due date — but then I learned what a miscarriage is and how going to the ER does you no good that early on. Then 3 more miscar...
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